Like watching a bad movie

Sometimes I feel like I'm trapped in a movie theater watching a bad movie play out...it's like what my body is doing is not controlled by me, and even though I'm aware of what I'm doing, I feel completely detached from the actual motion and drive. And so I'm carried along for the ride. Like I'm in a virtual reality helmet or something. Also makes me think about whether our minds are really just unfortunately trapped inside our flesh.

Anyway, lucky me I get to travel again for pleasure, a wedding in Bangkok this weekend, leaving tomorrow night...at this rate I'll never get my mind back to work.