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Happy New Year...goodbye 2004, hello 2005

Well, I've almost made it through another year. The much-hyped turn of the millennium is now marching into its fifth year and we can safely say the 21st century has seen a very violent and tumultuous start.

As with all new year's eves, it's often a time to reflect on the past year and look forward to the next. A time for new year's resolutions. I'm not sure I've made any ground-breaking leaps in this year except for perhaps in the area of personal-development. And I for one time don't have any particular new year's resolutions - except maybe to spend more time with my folks and get involved in the issues I believe in more.

Doesn't seem to be a lot to feel good about this new year either...the continuing of the war in Iraq, the re-election of Bush, the continued damage to the environement, natural disasters everywhere culminating in the recent tsunami in Asia...

But I guess there's no reason for me personally to feel beaten down by all this. I should be happy that I am one of the fortunate ones who still leads a comfortable life, with luxuries and basic necessities that so many are deprived of. Hey, I can sit in my cushy chair at the office and type this entry on my nice little laptop while looking forward to a night of drinking and good food and celebration. Meanwhile thousands of people are still missing in South East Asia while survivors frantically search for their loved ones; families continue to starve and look for help in Sudan; soldiers and innocent civilians continue to get murdered and maimed in Iraq with no end in sight...

I guess the key to those who are more fortunate is to never forget that and to help when and where you can. And I do hope that I will enjoy to the fullest hanging out with my friends and getting a bit drunk and silly tonight as we head into 2005. But I'll also be wishing for a better future for all those who are less fortunate as well, and I guess if I do have any new year's resolutions, it will be I hope that I can directly make a difference in this.

Meanwhile, happy new year! Stay safe and if you see a drunk six foot one Taiwanese guy stumbling around the streets of Hong Kong with a few of his fellow highschool mates from Taipei (who are in town) tonight...that ain't me.

Major earthquakes through the years

Here's a link from The Guardian to the major earthquakes that have occurred over the last century:

Major Earthquakes in Last Century

Funny when you think about it...how life sprouted on this planet and which now we claim as our own. Human life crawling over the surface of this rock, creating our current reality on the crust of this planet that at any second can completely wipe us out.

I've lived in some of the major earthquake zones: LA (the backyard of the community I lived in was suppose to be on a fault line), SF, Taiwan. I've experienced a bunch of minor quakes in all these places, as well as the major one in Taiwan on September 21, 1999.

I still remember the night of the earthquake in Taiwan. It was some time after 1 a.m. and I couldn't sleep. I had moved back to Taipei for about 6 months and was living at home. As I watched TV in my bed, the TV screen began to flicker on and off, but I assumed that the cable was loose or something.

But then the shaking and rolling began. At first I figured it was just another earthquake, but the rolling continued, getting stronger, and I started to hear things falling and breaking outside. Unlike usual quakes, this quake was the rolling type so it kinda feels like you're on a boat in a rough sea.

I remember rushing out of my room to my parents' room, yelling at them to get out of bed and under the door arches (of course I later learned that the best place to go to during an earthquake is not under door arches or tables). As they slumbered out of bed and we were in the hallway, I could only remember the feeling of absolute helplessness. What else could you do? The Earth does not give a crap about you at this moment and all you can do is sit there and wait and see if the building will collapse on you, the earth swallow you whole, or if you're lucky and make it through. None of it is in your hands.

Of course living in Taipei, we were far from the epicenter and only got a fraction of the quake's force. Other than some broken household items, scooters and cars damaged outside, our area made it through relatively unscathed. However, a building about 10 minutes away was not so fortunate and collapsed, killing about 50 people. I would later visit that building, as my father runs a real estate management company, in an effort to see if we could help left over residents to relocate. I could never forget the smell of the building when I entered...a mix of what can only be described as death and hints of incense.

To elaborate on how to try to survive in an earthquake, it is said that common textbook advice of hiding underneath tables is completely wrong, as in if the roof collapses or anything drops on the table it will break onto the person hiding underneath. The table would only protect you from small debris but should the earthquake be a major one you would be in a deathtrap.

The best thing to do is to hide next to strong solid items. For example, crouching next to a table would be better than under. Crouching next to something like a refrigerator is even better, as usually when structures come down, there is usually a void or area next to standing structures, an area that may be enough to save your life. An experiment was actually conducted on this, and you can see the survival tips at this link:

Tips in surviving an earthquake

Well, the world isn't getting any safer and with all the environmental degradation, overpopulation, and conflicts in belief systems we can probably look forward to more of the same in violence and natural disasters/disease in 2005.

With two days left until 2005 - can you believe we're half way through the first decade of the 21st century? - I won't deny that I am feeling bleaker about the future than I have in any past new year.

But of course I'll shake it off and walk on...we all need to afterall.

Tsunami in Asia

When I said I felt like something big was gonna happen this Christmas, I never expected anything like this. I'm sure many of you out there have been to the islands of Thailand, Indonesia, Sri Lanka etc. for holiday, and I cannot imagine the carnage at these once beautiful vacation spots right now. I remember being in Phuket less than a year ago for one of my best friend's wedding...

I can't help but think to myself, why does it seem natural disasters always hit the already less fortunate the hardest? I understand that due to their poorer living standards they are more prone to casualties, but these tusnamis, earthquakes, etc. seem to always hit the developing countries the most often. It's almost sadistic.

What a terrible Christmas gift...the numbers are definitely going to rise way past the current estimate of 24,000. Those are incredible numbers...events like these put life in perspective, but also highlight the absurdity of it all. While I was in Macau watching Chinese highrollers throw down HK$30,000 - 50,000 per hand, tidal waves were ripping through neigborhoods where people may not make HK$50,000 in 10 years.

I can only say that my heart goes out to all those who lost in this tragedy...

Merry Christmas and most importantly, peace and love

What a great Christmas story. I have to say the best one I have heard yet, and especially since it isn't a story but recount of what actually happened. Funny how so much changes, but then again so little. What happened during WWI 90 years ago is still applicable today. My wish this year is that somehow, the world can reverse the path it's heading down now for a better one.

So I thank Znet for sending me the following Christmas story, and also the lyrics of two songs recounting the same incident. So Merry Christmas to all, and may peace prevail one day.

*****

Christmas Day, 1914

My dear sister Janet,

It is 2:00 in the morning and most of our men are
asleep in their
dugouts -- yet I could not sleep myself before writing
to you of the
wonderful events of Christmas Eve. In truth, what
happened seems
almost like a fairy tale, and if I hadn't been through
it myself, I
would scarce believe it. Just imagine: While you and
the family sang
carols before the fire there in London, I did the same
with enemy
soldiers here on the battlefields of France!

As I wrote before, there has been little serious
fighting of late. The
first battles of the war left so many dead that both
sides have held
back until replacements could come from home. So we
have mostly stayed
in our trenches and waited.

But what a terrible waiting it has been! Knowing that
any moment an
artillery shell might land and explode beside us in
the trench,
killing or maiming several men. And in daylight not
daring to lift our
heads above ground, for fear of a sniper's bullet.

And the rain -- it has fallen almost daily. Of course,
it collects
right in our trenches, where we must bail it out with
pots and pans.
And with the rain has come mud -- a good foot or more
deep. It
splatters and cakes everything, and constantly sucks
at our boots. One
new recruit got his feet stuck in it, and then his
hands too when he
tried to get out -- just like in that American story
of the tar baby!

Through all this, we couldn't help feeling curious
about the German
soldiers across the way. After all, they faced the
same dangers we
did, and slogged about in the same muck. What's more,
their first
trench was only 50 yards from ours. Between us lay No
Man's Land,
bordered on both sides by barbed wire -- yet they were
close enough we
sometimes heard their voices.

Of course, we hated them when they killed our friends.
But other
times, we joked about them and almost felt we had
something in common.
And now it seems they felt the same.

Just yesterday morning -- Christmas Eve Day -- we had
our first good
freeze. Cold as we were, we welcomed it, because at
least the mud
froze solid. Everything was tinged white with frost,
while a bright
sun shone over all. Perfect Christmas weather.

During the day, there was little shelling or rifle
fire from either
side. And as darkness fell on our Christmas Eve, the
shooting stopped
entirely. Our first complete silence in months! We
hoped it might
promise a peaceful holiday, but we didn't count on it.
We'd been told
the Germans might attack and try to catch us off
guard.

I went to the dugout to rest, and lying on my cot, I
must have drifted
asleep. All at once my friend John was shaking me
awake, saying, "Come
and see! See what the Germans are doing!" I grabbed my
rifle, stumbled
out into the trench, and stuck my head cautiously
above the sandbags.

I never hope to see a stranger and more lovely sight.
Clusters of tiny
lights were shining all along the German line, left
and right as far
as the eye could see.

"What is it?" I asked in bewilderment, and John
answered, "Christmas
trees!"

And so it was. The Germans had placed Christmas trees
in front of
their trenches, lit by candle or lantern like beacons
of good will.

And then we heard their voices raised in song.

     "Stille nacht, heilige nacht...."

This carol may not yet be familiar to us in Britain,
but John knew it
and translated: "Silent night, holy night." I've never
heard one
lovelier -- or more meaningful, in that quiet, clear
night, its dark
softened by a first-quarter moon.

When the song finished, the men in our trenches
applauded. Yes,
British soldiers applauding Germans! Then one of our
own men started
singing, and we all joined in.

     "The first Nowell, the angel did say...."

In truth, we sounded not nearly as good as the
Germans, with their
fine harmonies. But they responded with enthusiastic
applause of their
own and then began another.

     "O Tannenbaum, o Tannenbaum...."

Then we replied.

     "O come all ye faithful...."

But this time they joined in, singing the same words
in Latin.

     "Adeste fideles...."

British and German harmonizing across No Man's Land! I
would have
thought nothing could be more amazing -- but what came
next was more
so.

"English, come over!" we heard one of them shout. "You
no shoot, we no
shoot."

There in the trenches, we looked at each other in
bewilderment. Then
one of us shouted jokingly, "You come over here."

To our astonishment, we saw two figures rise from the
trench, climb
over their barbed wire, and advance unprotected across
No Man's Land.
One of them called, "Send officer to talk."

I saw one of our men lift his rifle to the ready, and
no doubt others
did the same -- but our captain called out, "Hold your
fire." Then he
climbed out and went to meet the Germans halfway. We
heard them
talking, and a few minutes later, the captain came
back with a German
cigar in his mouth!

"We've agreed there will be no shooting before
midnight tomorrow," he
announced. "But sentries are to remain on duty, and
the rest of you,
stay alert."

Across the way, we could make out groups of two or
three men starting
out of trenches and coming toward us. Then some of us
were climbing
out too, and in minutes more, there we were in No
Man's Land, over a
hundred soldiers and officers of each side, shaking
hands with men
we'd been trying to kill just hours earlier!

Before long a bonfire was built, and around it we
mingled -- British
khaki and German grey. I must say, the Germans were
the better
dressed, with fresh uniforms for the holiday.

Only a couple of our men knew German, but more of the
Germans knew
English. I asked one of them why that was.

"Because many have worked in England!" he said.
"Before all this, I
was a waiter at the Hotel Cecil. Perhaps I waited on
your table!"

"Perhaps you did!" I said, laughing.

He told me he had a girlfriend in London and that the
war had
interrupted their plans for marriage. I told him,
"Don't worry. We'll
have you beat by Easter, then you can come back and
marry the girl."

He laughed at that. Then he asked if I'd send her a
postcard he'd give
me later, and I promised I would.

Another German had been a porter at Victoria Station.
He showed me a
picture of his family back in Munich. His eldest
sister was so lovely,
I said I should like to meet her someday. He beamed
and said he would
like that very much and gave me his family's address.

Even those who could not converse could still exchange
gifts -- our
cigarettes for their cigars, our tea for their coffee,
our corned beef
for their sausage. Badges and buttons from uniforms
changed owners,
and one of our lads walked off with the infamous
spiked helmet! I
myself traded a jackknife for a leather equipment belt
-- a fine
souvenir to show when I get home.

Newspapers too changed hands, and the Germans howled
with laughter at
ours. They assured us that France was finished and
Russia nearly
beaten too. We told them that was nonsense, and one of
them said,
"Well, you believe your newspapers and we'll believe
ours."

Clearly they are lied to -- yet after meeting these
men, I wonder how
truthful our own newspapers have been. These are not
the "savage
barbarians" we've read so much about. They are men
with homes and
families, hopes and fears, principles and, yes, love
of country. In
other words, men like ourselves. Why are we led to
believe otherwise?

As it grew late, a few more songs were traded around
the fire, and
then all joined in for -- I am not lying to you --
"Auld Lang Syne."
Then we parted with promises to meet again tomorrow,
and even some
talk of a football match.

I was just starting back to the trenches when an older
German clutched
my arm. "My God," he said, "why cannot we have peace
and all go home?"

I told him gently, "That you must ask your emperor."

He looked at me then, searchingly. "Perhaps, my
friend. But also we
must ask our hearts."

And so, dear sister, tell me, has there ever been such
a Christmas Eve
in all history? And what does it all mean, this
impossible befriending
of enemies?

For the fighting here, of course, it means regrettably
little. Decent
fellows those soldiers may be, but they follow orders
and we do the
same. Besides, we are here to stop their army and send
it home, and
never could we shirk that duty.

Still, one cannot help imagine what would happen if
the spirit shown
here were caught by the nations of the world. Of
course, disputes must
always arise. But what if our leaders were to offer
well wishes in
place of warnings? Songs in place of slurs? Presents
in place of
reprisals? Would not all war end at once?

All nations say they want peace. Yet on this Christmas
morning, I
wonder if we want it quite enough.

Your loving brother,

Tom

------------------------------------------------------------------------
---------------


The two songs below are about what is described above.
The
first song is written by Joe Henry and Garth Brooks,
the second by John
McCutcheon.


BELLEAU WOOD

Oh, the snowflakes fell in silence
Over Belleau Wood that night
For a Christmas truce had been declared
By both sides of the fight
As we lay there in our trenches
The silence broke in two
By a German soldier singing
A song that we all knew.

Though I did not know the language
The song was "Silent Night"
Then I heard by buddy whisper,
"All is calm and all is bright"
Then the fear and doubt surrounded me
'Cause I'd die if I was wrong
But I stood up in my trench
And I began to sing along

Then across the frozen battlefield
Another's voice joined in
Until one by one each man became
A singer of the hymn

Then I thought that I was dreaming
For right there in my sight
Stood the German soldier
'Neath the falling flakes of white
And he raised his hand and smiled at me
As if he hoped to say
Here's hoping we both live
To see us find a better way

Then the devil's clock struck midnight
And the skies lit up again
And the battlefield where heaven stood
Was blown to hell again

But for just one fleeting moment
The answer seemed so clear
Heaven's not beyond the clouds
It's just beyond the fear
No, heaven's not beyond the clouds
It's for us to find it here.


CHRISTMAS IN THE TRENCHES

My name is Francis Tolliver, I come from Liverpool.
Two years ago the war was waiting for me after school.
To Belgium and to Flanders, to Germany to here
I fought for King and country I love dear.
'Twas Christmas in the trenches, where the frost so
bitter hung,
The frozen fields of France were still, no Christmas
song was sung
Our families back in England were toasting us that day
Their brave and glorious lads so far away.

I was lying with my messmate on the cold and rocky
ground
When across the lines of battle came a most peculiar
sound
Says I, ``Now listen up, me boys!'' each soldier
strained to hear
As one young German voice sang out so clear.
``He's singing bloody well, you know!'' my partner
says to me
Soon, one by one, each German voice joined in harmony
The cannons rested silent, the gas clouds rolled no
more
As Christmas brought us respite from the war

As soon as they were finished and a reverent pause was
spent
``God Rest Ye Merry, Gentlemen'' struck up some lads
from Kent
The next they sang was ``Stille Nacht.'' ``Tis `Silent
Night','' says I
And in two tongues one song filled up that sky
``There's someone coming toward us!'' the front line
sentry cried
All sights were fixed on one long figure trudging from
their side
His truce flag, like a Christmas star, shown on that
plain so bright
As he, bravely, strode unarmed into the night

Soon one by one on either side walked into No Man's
Land
With neither gun nor bayonet we met there hand to hand
We shared some secret brandy and we wished each other
well
And in a flare-lit soccer game we gave 'em hell
We traded chocolates, cigarettes, and photographs from
home
These sons and fathers far away from families of their
own
Young Sanders played his squeezebox and they had a
violin
This curious and unlikely band of men

Soon daylight stole upon us and France was France once
more
With sad farewells we each prepared to settle back to
war
But the question haunted every heart that lived that
wonderous night
``Whose family have I fixed within my sights?''
'Twas Christmas in the trenches where the frost, so
bitter hung
The frozen fields of France were warmed as songs of
peace were sung
For the walls they'd kept between us to exact the work
of war
Had been crumbled and were gone forevermore

My name is Francis Tolliver, in Liverpool I dwell
Each Christmas come since World War I, I've learned
its lessons well
That the ones who call the shots won't be among the
dead and lame
And on each end of the rifle we're the same

It's Christmas Time

You know although Hong Kong is a place with extreme Christmas retail spirit, this year especially I don't feel like it's Christmas at all. Despite all the wonderful lights on the skyscrapers, the huge Christmas tree and winter carnival set up in Central, I'm simply stunned that Christmas is only 2 days away.

I've personally never been a huge Christmas person, as I enjoy holidays like Halloween more (just can't get enough of those candy corns), or Chinese New Year even. But still, you get that Christmas-ey feel when the time comes around. But nada this year.

But still, Christmas is a time to relax and enjoy I guess, and begin reflecting on another year in the pocket. But for some reason, I have a feeling that something big is gonna happen somewhere in the world this Christmas...I hope it's nothing bad though. So be safe everyone...I'll be doing a little trip to Macau for a few days with my girlfriend and her family, will be my first time there despite living in HK for so many years.

Bad Santa

Watched Bad Santa starring Billy Bob Thornton on the flight to Bali, and just gotta say it was frickin' hilarious. I guess I had no idea what the movie was about and was pleasantly surprised. Loved the dialogue in the movie especially scenes with Bernie Mac.

Wanted: Inspiration

Man, sometimes you just need something, anything, to spark you or inspire your life. I'm definitely in need of it now.

You know when you're caught in a rut wondering what the hell you're doing with your life? Can't help but wonder how people tend to compromise or justify their existence day in and day out, living in denial. It's all about blind faith I guess...gotta live as if life matters right!

All the stories, all the different walks of life and little dramas on this speck of molten rock floating in a vast expanse of space. Somewhere a boy and girl have their first kiss behind the school gym, a trader makes a million bucks from a few keyboard taps, the owner of a factory goes bankrupt in a day, a man discovers his wife cheating on him after a shortened business trip, a group of soldiers in a war that should never have been get blown to bits during lunch, a beyond-wealthy president sends more children from the poor families that elected him into a war that cannot be won, a baby stands up and walks for the first time, a teenager first learns that her parents are getting divorced, a 5-year-old starves to death like the two siblings before him, a newly-wed couple puts their first down payment for their first home, the CEO of a listed company shops for a Porsche SUV for his girlfriend, another sex worker contracts AIDS in Asia, another reality show is hatched in the backrooms of Hollywood, a 60-year old homeless man wakes up in a dumpster wondering for a second where he is, a thirtysomething business man sits at his desk wondering what the meaning of life is.

Man, the human condition and the life we've created for ourselves.

Return to Bali

Been busy as hell lately...but a break is coming tomorrow as I head to Bali for a friend's wedding over the weekend. This will be an interesting trip, as it will be my second time to Bali, and first return since the Bali bombings. I unfortunately flew into Bali my first time on the very night of the bombings, and through a series of lucky coincidences, somehow avoided the area where the explosions occurred.

It should be a nice trip, I hope...